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Feb. 20th, 2012 10:22 amI scheduled a doctor's appointment. In roughly an hour.
This is unusual for multiple reasons.
First I said I'd call at 2PM. I've called very soon after waking up. Second I hate going to the doctor's. Long experience says that my body is an expert at faking good health, and that doctor's appointments are often a fail.
And third, this was at least somewhat my idea.
THe thing is my right food keeps falling asleep and tingling. Now my left foot is doing that too. When I walk heavily my chest feels tight and I start spitting up thick sputum/saliva. And can't swallow it properly. Later in the day I am weakened -- can't twist open a new stick of chapstick type of weak. This morning I can make strong fists. Last night I couldn't.
The chest pain is better but still around. Same with the headaches. The wooziness is still around, slightly better, still there.
These are a series of symptoms that I know are problematic. They speak to either some sort of circulatory problem, or neurological.
The appointment is at 11:45AM. I'm kind of relieved I called early so I can be seen today. I'm nervous it won't be worth anything, but it's best to check, right?
And even if they say nothing's wrong, I'm going to try and see if I can get my OCD to stop the BC, to make sure it's not fucking up.
In other news, anxiety is gone for the first time in almost a week. I even had a pleasant talk with my father last night. Hoping it stays away.
Now to finish up my breakfast (soup. Don't ask), take a shower, and... Do something. I can't remember what now.
Tschuess.
This is unusual for multiple reasons.
First I said I'd call at 2PM. I've called very soon after waking up. Second I hate going to the doctor's. Long experience says that my body is an expert at faking good health, and that doctor's appointments are often a fail.
And third, this was at least somewhat my idea.
THe thing is my right food keeps falling asleep and tingling. Now my left foot is doing that too. When I walk heavily my chest feels tight and I start spitting up thick sputum/saliva. And can't swallow it properly. Later in the day I am weakened -- can't twist open a new stick of chapstick type of weak. This morning I can make strong fists. Last night I couldn't.
The chest pain is better but still around. Same with the headaches. The wooziness is still around, slightly better, still there.
These are a series of symptoms that I know are problematic. They speak to either some sort of circulatory problem, or neurological.
The appointment is at 11:45AM. I'm kind of relieved I called early so I can be seen today. I'm nervous it won't be worth anything, but it's best to check, right?
And even if they say nothing's wrong, I'm going to try and see if I can get my OCD to stop the BC, to make sure it's not fucking up.
In other news, anxiety is gone for the first time in almost a week. I even had a pleasant talk with my father last night. Hoping it stays away.
Now to finish up my breakfast (soup. Don't ask), take a shower, and... Do something. I can't remember what now.
Tschuess.
