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I usually don't post this kind of stuff, for various reasons.

My depression has returned. It's very quiet, sneaky depression right now. The kind that goes "Hey. Hey you don't belong here. No one cares about you. Might as well just off yourself." That may sound as subtle as a brick (fingers say "brick of hammers", wait what?), but it feels quiet. So quiet I didn't realize it was really HERE until I realized I had lost all interest in food.

Holidays usually aren't a sad period for me, but so I'm not sure whether this is situational or the Zoloft breaking through. Either way, it's very much no bueno, and I'm doing my best to watch it like a hawk.

In short: I could use some kind thoughts and words right now, because my brain is ebbing out the feeling of alone. It's a charmer.

In happier news: finished NaNoWriMo, workplace is letting most of the employees have an extended holiday vacation, and though the work holiday party was mostly sad for me quite a few people were happy I was there and gave me hugs and talked to me.

Hopefully I can post some writing excerpts later when I feel more up to it.

Sorry for the blah boring post.

Tschuess.
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